Feb. 27, 2017 • 9:18pm
And then when change finally wraps its arms towards everything that’s there; in everything around you… The world will never again become the way it used to be. — To the way it has always been. Your life will never be the same life that you had; the one that you owned. And you will start asking yourself if it’s still your life, or whether you are still the person that you are. It will take time to realize everything all at once, when all those dire questions inevitably pours down on you. It will take time. And you’ll realize. And you will learn. But first, it will throw you into the darkest chasm where there is nothing but emptiness. And only then, you will understand that no one can escape the void of indifference. Not until you succumb; not until you surrender. And not until you let yourself have the chance to live again. Because nothing then would’ve even mattered.
— Not anymore.